Category: The healing story
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Source
All throughout this blog I talk about God / Source / the Universe and getting “connected”, but what does that all really mean, or feel like? The whole purpose of my journey, I believe, is to discover those things for myself. And what a journey it has been. I am a stubborn soul. It has…
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Acceptance
For the past 17 years, I feel like I have been perpetually mourning because of Multiple Sclerosis. I have experienced all of the stages of grief at different times throughout my journey except for the last stage – acceptance. Every time a new symptom has appeared or I lose another function, I go through different…
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Faith/Knowing
Today marks the one year anniversary of my “epiphany” about being healed. In the blog “Believing is Seeing” you can read about my first experience of getting completely connected to my source and the love within. It has been quite a year since. I have really been trying to focus on the positive aspects of…
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I Am…
You are ugly! You are stupid! You are fat! Do I have your attention yet? I’m sure some of you are offended and taking those statements very personally – as you should! Would you want to be around someone very long who spoke to you this way? I hope not. I hope you would remove…
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Focus
Have you ever wanted something so badly that it became all you could think about? Many times when that happens, the item you desire always seems just out of reach which only increases your desire for it. Unfortunately, many times by focusing so hard on what we want, we create the opposite effect or delay…
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Worthiness
Worthiness is the quality of being good enough. It’s hard to write/say out loud, but something I have struggled with throughout my life is being good enough. Everyone’s instinct when they hear someone say this is to reassure the person and tell them how great they are. Don’t get me wrong, I appreciate compliments and…
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Choose your own adventure
Sometimes, when I meditate, I am inspired by random words or phrases. One time, “choose your own adventure” came up. I knew what it meant because Dr. Joe talks about creating the future you want and then letting it go. It sounds so easy and magnificent to be able to write my own future. However,…
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Control
Yesterday, when I was meditating, two words kept coming up – trust and control. I have come to the harsh realization that I am, and always have been, a bit of a control freak. According to Wikipedia, “Control freaks are often perfectionists, defending themselves against their own inner vulnerabilities in the belief that if they are not in total…
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Changing my narrative
A vibration is a state of being, the atmosphere, or the energetic quality of a person, place, thought, or thing. Emotions resonate with the vibrational frequency that they generate. In order to heal completely through meditation, I need to “vibrate at a higher frequency.” This means that it’s important for me to stay in a…
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Rock bottom
I’ve really been struggling with what to write these last few weeks because honestly, I haven’t been feeling as great physically as I would like and I have not felt the strong connection to my source like I felt the first few months after my epiphany. I thought that I would be up and walking…